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I look at life through a lens tinted with cynicism. I am thrifty with money, hence very much depriving myself of material fulfilment most of the time.And I think that paying >RM10 for a cup of coffee or a cone of ice-cream is absurd. Happiness comes from having ample time to stay in bed and read/write. I detest pop trash of the latter day and have turned to alternative rock/rock for solace. And I like creative writing. :)

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Sunday, September 17, 2006



ORLANDO (and kate) I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!
SEL


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Friday, September 15, 2006

unggul rendezvous

the fans.

they grew up in DJ together.
swee ing jie jie.
kin keong bear-bear.
"It was worth 3 marks but teacher gave him only 1 you noe!!..." khai ming ah tao.
"Oh man that was lame, but hey, I'm laughing."
the old and the new.

pn sharon: "okay, line up! ladies first!"

the fifth-former lala zais. (khaiming didn't I ask u to smile? I like this pic best, though. Their smiles shine. Just pure innocence.)

It was an okay party. The food was okay. But we can't ask for more, can we? Many thanks to Pn Sharon for understanding how much we wanted a celebration (though it felt more of like a gathering than a party.). I guess we really needed it after all the pressure of trials and all.

It was more of a time to catch up with the others. Kinda sad to hear how they promise to come back next year. The form 5's are always the greatest. It's just about a week left with them. >_<>

Though sometimes they just talk pure nonsense, it's nice just listening. It's the company that you're really missing.

It's hard to imagine myself in form 5. How I would miss DJ!

SEL


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Sunday, September 10, 2006


I've already a list of stuff I want to do after PMR.

  1. scream.
  2. scream.
  3. scream.

SEL


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Thursday, September 07, 2006

shacks.


Okay, so my trials didn't turn out as bad as I thought.

But I lost to the rest. As usual. Balau freaks. =.=' kiasu to the max.

The most important thing is that I beat myself, right? >"< (comforting thought) I feel so sad for my maths. I really am. 3 miserable marks and I would've gotten an A. = [ I'll practice my factorisations and algebra. xD Everyone dropped. I guess I did OKAY. But I would need more for PMR. *nods determinedly.*

Oh shacks. 23 more days to PMR. So close. Yet everyone's like so damned chilling in class! >"<>


I sure hope I get some cina pek to mark my BM paper during PMR. >"<>cina popo who eats bak kut teh everyday. No A!" *slashes*


Anyway, so I went for practice on Sunday. Total waste of time. Just sit there, play play a bit, admire Yeu's new ligature and reeds from the Lion City, laugh about Kenny Sia's blog, do some simpan kira, sing JT's new song over and over, talk nonsense, laugh at failed attempts at ghost stories...




BK cafeteria's irresistable chocolate cake.

Clarinet sifu.

Preparing for CNY celebrations already, while we sit there goyang kaki. Martial Arts group, jia you!

He hated this pic. *smirks* One day I'll make an album out of these.

This poor birdy didn't rebel even when kids bullied it. It must have regained its strength and flew off. =]

Aih, no time to post up pics of Yeu's really nice ligature and reeds. >_<>

SEL




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Sunday, September 03, 2006

all the best, kor kor!


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TO A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE.


No he's not dead.

The owner of this gluttonous stomach is a dear friend of mine who plays the violin, (a little of) the clarinet, the bassoon, and some other instruments that these talented GCO woodwinders vary in.





I knew him for the first time during GCO room gotong-royong. He was the friendliest among everyone else. =) Well okay so everyone was really friendly. So he was among them.

We share many memories, New Year, May concert, Perak...okay so it isn't much compared to the others. =.='

You can say he is the "cleaniest" of the gang. Hehe. =)

Every practice you will heard at least one "Aiyo, cui dao yao si lar!" (play until can die) or "Chi da bian lar!" (eat shit) or "Bian tai de!" (err, meaning err...) or "Qu si lar ni!" (go die lar you) or-- uttered by him. xD

He's a very humble musician, something like ubi diam berisi, you know? =D

He is never one to critic, but one who understands what you're going through, and gives you silent support although he makes fun of you about it.

Haha, I still remember when we were in Perak during rehearsal, he looked so uncomfortable that I asked if there was something wrong. Then, with colour spreading to his ears, he mumbled, "wo yao qu pang sai lar." (I need to excrete.) When I asked why don't he, he answered, "wo mei you tissue zen yang ma pi gu??" (I have no tissue how am I supposed to wipe my bottom?)

He used my entire packet. Haha.

I still owe you a big one because you helped loads in Perak, when you helped me with that solo because Song Yeu (the actual 1st clarinetist) was not well. "Aiyo, it's one beat after me, not half a beat, okay?? Again, again!"

I owe you a big one. Thanks for saving me from utter embarrassment. =)

We had fun didn't we?

We share a dark little secret. You wouldn't tell anyone, would you, my dear friend? =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN CHEAN TENG JUN!

"I'm bringing sexy back." - J. Timberlake

SEL


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Friday, September 01, 2006

Your Deadly Sins
Wrath: 60%
Envy: 40%
Gluttony: 40%
Greed: 20%
Lust: 20%
Pride: 20%
Sloth: 20%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31%
You will die, after conquering the world as an evil dictator.


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HARPING

finally the end of the week. *collapses in exhaustion.*

The whole week was freaky lar. Fell sick on Wednesday, throughout Merdeka, until this moment where I'm sitting here in front of this dumb box of micro chips and motherboard.

-LONG POST AHEAD-

Received this big pile of ridiculous excuse letters since I posted that so-called "threatening" Ketua Disiplin message on the library board.

The excuses for not coming for duty and AGM varied from "Scouts Maju Hike" (accepted) to "I as the parent was supposed to send him but I was not feeling well" (erm, under consideration) to "She was not aware of the meeting."

Wait, not aware of a meeting?

Am I supposed to accept that sort of letter?

NOT ACCEPTED.

So I can skip my duties 52 weeks a year and my excuse is that "I didn't know that we were supposed to come for duty." *innocent face*

You don't know how capable the form 1 juniors are at making innocent faces. I shouldn't have been so friendly with them .=.='

Ridiculous.

God sometimes I hate this job.

I wish I can be as dedicated as Grace.

But under so much of corruption and illusions, it's hard not to compare our miserable library system to the prefects'. I willingly admit that the prefects do have a better system than us. No lame excuses that the teachers favour them more or what nonsense.

If I am so well-trained in Gakkai, PTC, PIC, GFG...then why ain't I taking my experience in this sort of field over to the librarian board?

Selfish? Nah. I've never been selfish when it comes to making something/someone better.

Maybe it's that irritating little mushroom the library has been huddling under for a long time.

We dare not try new things. We are afraid of taking risks. We are not open-minded, not open to new and fresh ideas. We limit creativity and imagination. There is no room for improvement. We always think, "there is nothing we can do about that."

I hate it when people limit other people's creativity.

I hate it when people bring up new ideas and the listeners screw their faces up in disapproval. Shit wei, you haven't even tried the idea how would you know if it will be a failure?

That person will be discouraged, and will not bring up anymore of his/her ideas in the future.

There will be no improvement.

Take this situation for instance (yes, it happened this year.)

'Hi, Puan M*****. Listen, I thought of this great new discipline system-"
"Don't tell me!!!"
"...pardon?"
"You don't tell me all this! *throws arms out* Whatever you want to do you do yourself! I don't want to be part of this."
"*speechless* Err, but I would need your approval."
"No you don't tell me all this! You all AJKs do whatever you want. Haiyo, you AJKs sometimes don't know how to do anything wan."
''...am I not doing something now?"
"Just go and do lah! But I don't like it when you AJKs do things without telling me."
"...err, that's why I'm telling you now?"
"DON'T TELL MEEEE!!!"

weird, huh?

If you guys think I'm crapping, just ask Simone and Grace. They were there.

That was the time I started to feel very "turned off" in my job. My enthusiasm was gone. Instead of being praised for making at least a bit of effort to make the library a better place, I was turned away before I could even explain.

This sucks lar.

It's so different from Gakkai. In Gakkai, they listen, write your idea down, and everyone considers it together.

I have 2 years and 3 months left in the librarian board. Then it will be the end. I will get my certificate, and I leave the library,

Just as it was.

Corrupted, conservative, disillusioned, under this pretty little facade that the library is oh-so-perfect.


SEL


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