-LONG POST AHEAD-

Received this big pile of ridiculous excuse letters since I posted that so-called "threatening" Ketua Disiplin message on the library board.

The excuses for not coming for duty and AGM varied from "Scouts Maju Hike" (accepted) to "I as the parent was supposed to send him but I was not feeling well" (erm, under consideration) to "She was not aware of the meeting."

Wait, not aware of a meeting?

Am I supposed to accept that sort of letter?

NOT ACCEPTED.

So I can skip my duties 52 weeks a year and my excuse is that "I didn't know that we were supposed to come for duty." *innocent face*

You don't know how capable the form 1 juniors are at making innocent faces. I shouldn't have been so friendly with them .=.='

Ridiculous.

God sometimes I hate this job.

I wish I can be as dedicated as Grace.

But under so much of corruption and illusions, it's hard not to compare our miserable library system to the prefects'. I willingly admit that the prefects do have a better system than us. No lame excuses that the teachers favour them more or what nonsense.

If I am so well-trained in Gakkai, PTC, PIC, GFG...then why ain't I taking my experience in this sort of field over to the librarian board?

Selfish? Nah. I've never been selfish when it comes to making something/someone better.

Maybe it's that irritating little mushroom the library has been huddling under for a long time.

We dare not try new things. We are afraid of taking risks. We are not open-minded, not open to new and fresh ideas. We limit creativity and imagination. There is no room for improvement. We always think, "there is nothing we can do about that."

I hate it when people limit other people's creativity.

I hate it when people bring up new ideas and the listeners screw their faces up in disapproval. Shit wei, you haven't even tried the idea how would you know if it will be a failure?

That person will be discouraged, and will not bring up anymore of his/her ideas in the future.