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About Me
I look at life through a lens tinted with cynicism. I am thrifty with money, hence very much depriving myself of material fulfilment most of the time.And I think that paying >RM10 for a cup of coffee or a cone of ice-cream is absurd. Happiness comes from having ample time to stay in bed and read/write. I detest pop trash of the latter day and have turned to alternative rock/rock for solace. And I like creative writing. :)
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Saturday, January 13, 2007 I'm supposed to be practicing now but then I figured out there isnt anybody yet I should sneak an opportunity to use the comp. xD I'll upload pics from uncle pak lim's awesome n70/n90/n73/ican'ttellthedifference phone. =D  emptying gco room.  even the piano wasnt spared. mr. wong and suehwey removing the carpet. drilling in the holders. me. =) holy wai yip.EL Tuesday, January 09, 2007 Sigh.
Sigh.
I'm all exhausted (sounds familiar). I don't know why. But I cannot give up now. That'll be being defeated by all the negativity affecting me. =( My mod math teacher is exactly like Pn Khoo. Stunted in the english language. OH NO. Not like I'm gonna hate her for that. I'm humanistic. xD En Phang is so dem sick. I think he oogles at Guet. But he's funny, and a good teacher, thank goodness for these two months. I can't find time to practice. Not good. ~.~ I have gone from bad to worse in these two weeks. =( Soon, I will start dreading Mondays, Thursdays and Saturdays because I knw I didn't practice, and slowly I will start to wish I could skip, and...I don't want to think about it. EL, you MUST presevere! Two weeks into school (less than 5 days) and I'm already so depressed. I dont know why. Again. Maybe I havent been doing my job well last year, cos' this year the "ketua disiplin" title is heavier than ever. I havent even bought this year's record book, I wish I could switch place wif Simone (shh!), and I wish everyone would just dammit follow the rules. To Miss Lye & Mr. Wong, paktoh-ing is strictly prohibited during duty hours! =.=' It's disgusting at sight anyway, and do your duty lar! I'm gonna ask ur mom to shift one of you to another day if this continues. =.=' Attd librarians, if you have any brilliant ideas that suddenly popped up in your mind when you were asleep and dying to put it in action, just start by writing a proposal letter. Don't come rushing to me and screaming, "Ee Lin, I have this GREAT idea! How about-" PLEASE, don't do that. =( Have it written down, and it'll be taken into consideration. I already have more than enuf to handle, chemistry atoms & molecules swimming around in my head. (and notice how little control I have over my less-than-decent vocabulary nowadays? Little bit also "shit", little bit also "what the hell lar". I need a counsellor.) I'll be missing classes until Tuesday, becos of choir practice for a performance in Putrajaya next week. =( I'm scared to miss add math classes, and sci subjects. And for someone who has not found any tuition yet...=( If I'm gonna miss classes becos of choir practices, then I might consider joining kerjaya instead of the choir club. Pn Cecilia is known for being soooo cheung hei, panjang angin tau. She wastes a good 10 minutes talking about the same thing again n again. Repetitions, I hate that! =( I'm still not used to my class. We have 4 new students now (they keep coming!). Studying during free periods is considered a taboo here. Like, please lar gimme a break. =.=' The girls (with some exceptions) are dem unsporting also. I will not hesitate to say I miss my ole class. But I can't hold onto the past, can I? Speaking of the past, some things are coming back to haunt me. Just that it's not as bad as I thought it would be. =] I don't think I want to learn the oboe anymore. =( I don't think I can learn it either. I cant find the discipline to practice amist all the madness. Dem ironic lar. Ketua Disiplin having no discipline to practice. ~.~ Off to study a lil, then prep. Sigh. EL Sunday, January 07, 2007 It's a week into 2007, and I've already broken 2 resolutions, that is:-
Mind you, I go online to find materials, forward info, etc . xD Kosenrufu online, dem cool man! and studying at least an hour a day? been making notes, but nothing more. I haven't been eating great healthy food lately, most of my meals are in school, so you can imagine how unproductiv they are. I'm feeling stupid already. It takes me longer than usual to understand what ppl are saying. I stutter during speeches. *knocks temple with fists* I'm getting a headache. I'm looking forward to lotssa stuff this year. ^^
Look! It's the purple team again!
I just came back from GCO's spring-cleaning. Things I never knew existed in that room, uh, existed. ><>namely, tht three idiots of the wind section) around is dem fun. Balik skolah~~
EL Saturday, January 06, 2007 gauge.
exhausted. but still mentally charged! xD I'm so pumping wif adrenaline, but I am physically busted.
I've just realised I've left my library out of my new year resolutions. GASP! How could I? I can't wait to play "the Launch" again. I know Mr. Conductor's gonna shitty me for not practicing, but bah who cares. I love that song. It shoulda been credited to me. xD Nah kiddin. Vroom vroom~ Woohoo my blogspot's alive again. Gotong-royong tomorrow. When can I ever study? sleep lor. byebye. EL Friday, January 05, 2007 first week of skl
exhausting man. so dem tired.everyday of skl just running around doing things staying back, waah. >"<>
and guess what, I'm in Batai, aih, didn't expect that, I guess I sorta had some expectations. Anyway, I would be lying if I said I didn't mind. I mean, sigh, all the good teachers are in Balau. ~.~" My chem teacher just rattle off the book, so does my Bio teacher. Add math Pn Tan HK is a pain, despite them saying she's good, but frankly...=.=' didn't know Seng Tuck of 5 cengal was her son, shocking man. oO I have Pn Khoo (OH SHOOT) for physics, something I was praying not to have last year, aih, I guess my faith and endurance is being put to the test. At least she's on maternity leave now, and so I have Mr. Phang! (woohoo, despite his super gay voice) Balau's had their first class with him, and they bombarded me with stories of his, ah, well, is there a more decent word for horny? 3 Balau's torn apart, thanks to the teacher's board. Aud and Simone's in Angsana, Nigel in Balau, Neal's in Belian (sob), well, basically I have less than 3 Balau classmates with me in Batai. It's rowdier, noisier. Kai Shen & Dinie & Dinesh & junxin & adrian & ju sian & co. is in 4 Batai, wah, perfect combo, I'll never get a moment's peace. ~.~ And how am I getting along with my textbooks? Just fine. *phew* At least, for the first few chappies, I think Bio's fun (ethan's response, "haha. right."), add math downright confusing, chemistry interesting, sejarah interesting, physics...haven't had motivation to touch it xD. Well, gud luck to me. ~.~'' I screwed up in front of everyone during PPS Meeting today. Didn't prepare well, aiks. Neways, I hope this year will be more promising. =] A few promising librarians quit. How disappointing. Quitters. =.=' My teachers:
Choir's having a performance in Putrajaya next week, Hishamuddin's among the audience. I have to ski class. Just great. It's my first week and I have to skip class. I had to skip half of my first chem' lesson. =.=' Worse comes to worst I'll join kerjaya. Pn mary-ann's chocolate cake, mmm. xD I don't feel so enthusiastic to go for practices anymore. =[ already so tired go there kena scolded only, but it's fun, a good break from all the hecticness. We're playing "the Launch", a song I've been dying to play for a while, doing a good job peepz! It sounds like the original. >D My cousin Weisheng's coming to Msia, and putting up in our house before CNY. I havent met him, he's johan's chilhood friend. Looking forward to meeting this legend, keke.Ok bai. Labels: first week of school |
