About Me
I look at life through a lens tinted with cynicism. I am thrifty with money, hence very much depriving myself of material fulfilment most of the time.And I think that paying >RM10 for a cup of coffee or a cone of ice-cream is absurd. Happiness comes from having ample time to stay in bed and read/write. I detest pop trash of the latter day and have turned to alternative rock/rock for solace. And I like creative writing. :) |
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 Sigh.
Sigh.
I'm all exhausted (sounds familiar). I don't know why. But I cannot give up now. That'll be being defeated by all the negativity affecting me. =( My mod math teacher is exactly like Pn Khoo. Stunted in the english language. OH NO. Not like I'm gonna hate her for that. I'm humanistic. xD En Phang is so dem sick. I think he oogles at Guet. But he's funny, and a good teacher, thank goodness for these two months. I can't find time to practice. Not good. ~.~ I have gone from bad to worse in these two weeks. =( Soon, I will start dreading Mondays, Thursdays and Saturdays because I knw I didn't practice, and slowly I will start to wish I could skip, and...I don't want to think about it. EL, you MUST presevere! Two weeks into school (less than 5 days) and I'm already so depressed. I dont know why. Again. Maybe I havent been doing my job well last year, cos' this year the "ketua disiplin" title is heavier than ever. I havent even bought this year's record book, I wish I could switch place wif Simone (shh!), and I wish everyone would just dammit follow the rules. To Miss Lye & Mr. Wong, paktoh-ing is strictly prohibited during duty hours! =.=' It's disgusting at sight anyway, and do your duty lar! I'm gonna ask ur mom to shift one of you to another day if this continues. =.=' Attd librarians, if you have any brilliant ideas that suddenly popped up in your mind when you were asleep and dying to put it in action, just start by writing a proposal letter. Don't come rushing to me and screaming, "Ee Lin, I have this GREAT idea! How about-" PLEASE, don't do that. =( Have it written down, and it'll be taken into consideration. I already have more than enuf to handle, chemistry atoms & molecules swimming around in my head. (and notice how little control I have over my less-than-decent vocabulary nowadays? Little bit also "shit", little bit also "what the hell lar". I need a counsellor.) I'll be missing classes until Tuesday, becos of choir practice for a performance in Putrajaya next week. =( I'm scared to miss add math classes, and sci subjects. And for someone who has not found any tuition yet...=( If I'm gonna miss classes becos of choir practices, then I might consider joining kerjaya instead of the choir club. Pn Cecilia is known for being soooo cheung hei, panjang angin tau. She wastes a good 10 minutes talking about the same thing again n again. Repetitions, I hate that! =( I'm still not used to my class. We have 4 new students now (they keep coming!). Studying during free periods is considered a taboo here. Like, please lar gimme a break. =.=' The girls (with some exceptions) are dem unsporting also. I will not hesitate to say I miss my ole class. But I can't hold onto the past, can I? Speaking of the past, some things are coming back to haunt me. Just that it's not as bad as I thought it would be. =] I don't think I want to learn the oboe anymore. =( I don't think I can learn it either. I cant find the discipline to practice amist all the madness. Dem ironic lar. Ketua Disiplin having no discipline to practice. ~.~ Off to study a lil, then prep. Sigh. EL
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